Lost My Mind ft. Maddie Gebhardt Lyrics

Hold on

I tell myself

But it's all gone

Standing by a pile of burning ashes

All I want is to go back

But I know you're a villain

I know you are the nightmare I've been chasing

And every single breath I take is poison

This twisted game is over

But is this really what you want

To leave me in the dark

All the things you said were lies

And I'm paralyzed

Is this really what you want

My body's growing numb

I'm in love with sacrifice

And I'm running out of life

I didn't wanna hurt you

But every single choice I make has virtue

Every single time I want to hate you

The thought of leaving leaves me black and blue

But after all I failed

Didn't I?

I'm on my way to jail for the rest of my life

And you will always have the upper hand

There's nothing left for me to take a stand on

But is this really what I want

To leave you in the dark

All the things I said were lies

And I'm paralyzed

Is this really what I want

My body's growing numb

I'm in love with sacrifice

And I'm running out of life

I've lost all faith in me

Every time I say goodbye

I die a little more inside

Do you remember anything

Or was it all a dream

Am I still fast asleep

Is this really what you want

Now all my hope is lost

Every time I think I'm fine

It gets dark inside

Is this really what you want

My world is all but gone

It feels like moments till I die

I've got no more life

I've lost my mind

I've lost my mind (Is this really what I want)

It feels like all I've done is lie

I've got no more life

I've lost my mind