who am i Lyrics

So in every art one realizes

There comes a point where your will is exhausted

You've tried everything to make something work

And it won't work

Who am I?

I've been losing bits and pieces of what made me me

Wretched mind

I've been laying in the dirt it's getting harder to breathe

Honestly depression has been tearing down the walls

I cannot control my thoughts or anything at all

Sometimes I call for help

It's too hard to love myself

I've been so lost and I'm feeling stuck

I don't need the therapy I just need love

Go to bed empty and I wake up feeling numb

I don't wanna go to work don't wanna keep it up

At the top of the equator wanna live inside a cabin

Write all of my thoughts inside a book and never track it

Sometimes I talk to god but I never get replies

Bet you can tell I'm losing faith in these tired eyes

I don't wanna grow old

I close my eyes

I just wanna find home

No I'm not alright

Who am I?

I've been losing bits and pieces of what made me me

Wretched mind

I've been laying in the dirt it's getting harder to breathe

Honestly depression has been tearing down the walls

I cannot control my thoughts or anything at all

Sometimes I call for help

It's too hard to love myself

I don't wanna grow old

I close my eyes

I just wanna find home

No I'm not alright

And then to achieve the perfection of the art

Something has to happen of itself

Which we variously call grace inspiration or tyrique

And the problem that everyone's wanted to know

Is how to make that happen