purple tears Lyrics

Purple hearted soldier shit getting real I then shed some tears

Finally venting about my pain and telling how I really feel

Smiling up in public but alone I'm shedding purple tears

Sleep ain't nowhere on my mind chasin after dollar bills

Cash apps back to back my heart to big its gon get me killed

Been left alone so many times prolly while my soul so dead

Reaching out to yall fa help my messages was left on read

Still holding all my anger in I seen my baby brother dead

Seen my five up inna casket I tried to keep from breaking down

Mentally I'm down and out buy physically I keep on going

Knowing that I can make it out my town it give me goosebumps

Trynna make this tape hea perfect sorry that I took so long

Hope yall understand that it ain't easy but I'm pushing through

Drowning all my pain in liquor trynna feel whatever missin

Trynna fill that void and heal what's left of my broken heart

Never leave my brother that's my motto when we innat car

Purple hearted soldier shit getting real I then shed some tears

Finally venting about my pain and telling how I really feel

Smiling up in public but alone I'm shedding purple tears

Sleep ain't nowhere on my mind chasin after dollar bills

Cash apps back to back my heart to big its gon get me killed

Been left alone so many times prolly while my soul so dead

Reaching out to yall fa help my messages was left on read

Still holding all my anger in I seen my baby brother dead