Spilling Lyrics

You don't deserve what happened

And there's nothing I can say that would make it fine

They all left you abandoned

You were stuck and had nowhere safe to cry

Are you still broken

Or did years that pass by heal you up

Stuck in that dream you woke up in

That same one where you can't see what you're running from

Slept on your stomach with the sadness spilling from your eyes

It's hard to say it's easier to cope when time just dies

Take a moment breathe it in your falling out of sight

Dissociate just like you do right in front of my eyes

Well you wouldn't believe what happened

I almost just wished that you were here

But these days won't stop passing

Passing me like they don't know that they're rare

I am still broken over this

My lack of words in exchange for their lack of respect

Those countless situations that you put me in

There's not enough loud vibrations to throw me out of bed

I won't bother getting up today

I won't bother waking up at all

The closer that you tried to get to me,

the more I couldn't open up to you at all

Slept on your stomach with the sadness spilling from your eyes

It's hard to say it's easier to cope when time just dies

Take a moment breathe it in your falling out of sight

Dissociate just like you do right in front of my eyes