Trudge Lyrics

It's that one I can't ignore

I don't do it for nobody, no ears, no- it's just for me

Trying to find that balance, nothing short

It ain't about what it look like, it's about what it is

You feel me?

It ain't no trust without the us, and rust, that's love

But regardless if I got your blessings, I'll trudge

It mean more that we ain't family, but our bond like we blood

Cause I ponder enough, I ain't free from the fuzz

Cause I wandered enough, and I honored enough

Cause I sonder enough, ever since I was young

I been somber enough, and I longed for enough

Til' my timing is up, leave my mark, not a smudge

It's Mawcus, I don't proclaim that cautious

Had to harness out my darkness, no gargoyles lofting

I say that to say everybody got a void that's frostbit

They know I'm sick too, but when pops was sick, I'm really nauseous (lost it)

Had some run-ins with some karma I ain't think was custom (for me)

Had my dumb shit, I was tryna find my way, no Tubman

I'm dubbing love, self care and moments that would bring me solace

Judicial for something little, now I'm late to college (Tolland)

The drive to class like forty-five, I'm in the boonies hustling

But the drive to class take more desire, my whim to fully function

I've pried through practice, fortified my hymns, recite through suffering

Rap prize the gimmicks, short the rise of him, can't size up Mugsy

Bogus, they bark in kennels, but let 'em out, they bitches

Lately I feel terrific, I hope you see the difference

Restless for recognition, not microwave clout that fizzle

Oven them good-for-nothings, can't stand the heat of kitchens

Feast or famine, I'll do damage in the best of interests

On my pivot since Smith would cuss us out at LP Wilson

Tried to ignore that I'm a leader, but they really didn't

That came with age, I seen the ways, that's why I keep my distance

Keep in touch with all my loved ones, OT and where we come from

Whether new heights or humdrum, "he's thorough" is what they sum up

Imma tell you that I love you, don't hurt me to say

Because my love's no easy button just to sow dismay

Was never perfect, but been polished through like every phase

Some tales you'll never take, of how I fended fray

Some nerves I'll never shake, but nervous made me great

My gravity been grabbing me, it's taxing me, I value space

Seen many realms that helped me get up out my shell (uh-huh)

I wear it well, but there's been times I'm overwhelmed (uh-huh)

Did my delving just to find out where my hell is

Now I'm grateful who I'm blessed with, and I'm selfish for my welkin (for my)

It ain't no trust without the us, and rust, that's love

But regardless if I got your blessings, I'll trudge

It mean more that we ain't family, but our bond like we blood

Cause I ponder enough, I ain't free from the fuzz

Cause I wandered enough, and I honored enough

Cause I sonder enough, ever since I was young

I been somber enough, and I longed for enough

Til' my timing is up, leave my mark, not a smudge, ugh