To The Stars Again ft. Raven Jenai & Ei8ht Lyrics

In deep depression while maintaining balance

I show you scars from the love that damaged

Broken flowers in my troubled garden

Don't feel much water I know this life ain't promised

Shattered stars Halos that fell off angels

Faithful can lead to fatal

When committed to evil doers

Losing my light I'm glooming

Struggle to keep producing

Feel like I'm not improving

Addicted to my own bullshit

The dealer became the user

I Pray God will guide my ways He knows my heart

Been traveling in the dark for sometime it's been awhile since I've smiled

At times my voice cracks from the pain I hide inside

Just need sometime alone please don't kill my vibe

I've survived the battles I been through

As I thrive with a strive there's passion in my moves

How could I be a light if it's darkness that I view

Many nights suicide would run across my mind

Shut it down better yet I speak love into my life

Granny proud through it all she had hope when I had doubt

Lately I sacrificed my vices I abstain

Be the light in the sky reaching to the stars again I'm

Still fighting don't let me fall

Driven to give my all

Heaven don't seem too far

I'm shooting to reach the stars

When Taylor passed I felt depression kick my ass

Was down bad holding tears trying to grasp

Attempts to function but reality I'm broken

I lost my friend it's been a while since we've spoken

I feel I'm boxed locked within my thoughts

Watch it's hard to squat

With the weight on my shoulders as it's weighing me down don't let me drown

Around the time I told shorty, girl I'll never leave

I'm at my worse this shit hurts communications misconceived

Six hard years but if I'm with you then I'm with you

I'm thinking about proposal but you tell this is over

At my worse still can't process that the homies really gone

And to top it off the one I loved the most would do me wrong

Voices in my head it's been hard for me to cope

I struggle to let go I been caught up in a choke

Taylor till we meet again forever you my bro

I know Houston got an angel I look up and see you Hope

Still fighting don't let me fall

Driven to give my all

Heaven don't seem too far

I'm shooting to reach the stars

Black man

I know you're hurting

Thinking twice 'bout your life

Like you ain't worth it

As a young black queen

I must affirm you

Your price is bigger than the tag that the world gave you

They expect you take it all to the chest

Without feelings or emotions or no tears shed

They forget you still human gotta deal with them too

They forget your damaged mental you deserve healing too

'Cuz to them you're stronger than 'em

Need a hero like you

But your cape is full of holes

No one's there to save you

So I'll I use my mind body and my spirit for you

To remind you that you're loved

I appreciate you

With our superhuman strength

We setting every bar

We gone reach for the stars no matter where we are

We gone reach for the stars no matter where we are

We gone reach for the stars no matter where we are

We gone reach for the stars no matter where we are

We gone reach for the stars no matter where we are