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I feel like I did if I didn't use drugs

See like, when you take drugs

You go up, then you go down

After a while

You start to go below the normal level

So when you get high

You just get normal

You're not getting high anymore

See what I'm saying?"

I'm far gone

No longer caring

What my friends say

Don't wanna shoot myself

If I lose myself that's end game

Not after money

These fake girls or pretend fame

I'm here to say I'm insane

Mind moves the speed of ten brains

I'm in pain; but I never complain

I think I'm normal

Wake up sometimes

Forget I'm deranged

Fifty percent of my brain

Is used up

I'm too fucked

Over The Cuckoo's Nest

I flew, ducked

Got hit by a plane

And blew up

I spit random shit

Dealing with abandonment

They make your life for you

You just gotta put your stamp in it

And I'm revampin' shit

Quitting what addicted to

Get Coke, mix a Blue

Make plans that I forget to do

Forget to call

I just want you to know

I miss you too

I feel like I won

So it's moving on to mission two

Feeling a little down

I'm half retarded

Took my first blue and flew

On the Magic Carpet

Just took my last blue

This is where the magic started

Wiped the fucking slate clean

But I left the fabric tarnished