What You Want Lyrics

Now I know we've been kinda distant

Trying not to mention

How we lost some feelings

I was ready to pay for those times

But now it's too expensive

I can't even go back to my house

I feel like something's missing

So now I just lay alone and think

But that shit too depressing

You tell me that I'm fine

But it isn't what you think

I'm really missing all the old days

And the joy it used to bring

I really wish all these distractions

Didn't have to intervene

Cause now I'm left with these emotions

And a phone that doesn't ring

Now if I told you I moved on

Would that be what you want

And if I showed you I was wrong

Would that give you what you want

If I would've stayed all along

Would that be what you want

If I never made another song

Would that give you what you want

I don't even want to think about what's next

Cause I've been dealing with this pain for some months

And I can't seem to find the words for a response

All I'm really trying to be

Is everything that you want

I know I can be a handful

Jammed full

Of things you can't handle

Try to take the time to talk it out

But you go and cancel

Yeah

That's why you turn around and leave

But I'm staying put

Don't want to tell you that I'm desperate

Cause the way that it looks

Yeah

And that's why lately

I just keep my distance

Her feelings on and off

Back and forth

She not consistent

I know you told me this before

But I chose not to listen

And now I'm the one that's looking dumb

All caught up in my feelings

Like damn I can't

Get you

With no chance

I try to comply

But don't know

Who I am

Doing everything you wanted

Still don't know where I stand

Like I'm so tempted to say

Fuck it put a cup in my hand

Cause right now all I feel is pain

From you yeah

I'm wishing things can be the same

With you yeah

I guess that I'm the one to blame

To you yeah

But all I want is you yeah

Now if I told you I moved on

Would that be what you want

And if I showed you I was wrong

Would that give you what you want

If I would've stayed all along

Would that be what you want

If I never made another song

Would that give you what you want

I don't even want to think about what's next

Cause I've been dealing with this pain for some months

And I can't seem to find the words for a response

All I'm really trying to be

Is everything that you want

Well you know what's true

All of things I said to you

All of the memories that we've been through

Were they for nothing

Yeah

I don't know what to do

I don't want to hear your point of view

I'm just going to make my choice to lose

Cause this ain't worth it

Yeah

Now if I told you I moved on

Would that be what you want

And if I showed you I was wrong

Would that give you what you want

If I would've stayed all along

Would that be what you want

If I never made another song

Would that give you what you want

I don't even want to think about what's next

Cause I've been dealing with this pain for some months

And I can't seem to find the words for a response

All I'm really trying to be

Is everything that you want

Is this the way that you want