January Lyrics

I could write a thousand songs about January

I don't wanna be dead

I think the permanence scares me

And they say that I'm young

"This is just the beginning"

Tell me why in the hell

Do I still feel so empty

Dead trees around me

And the snow falls down

I'll wait for something

To bring me out

Of this mess that I got myself into

I swear I'm okay

It's just dark in the winter

I could write a thousand songs about January

I don't wanna be dead

I think the permanence scares me

And they say that I'm young

"This is just the beginning"

Tell me why in the hell

Do I still feel so empty

It's dark at 3 now

I'll blame it on the weather

I don't know what to say

But I swear I'm getting better

Oh I swear I'm getting better

Been a while since I've seen the daylight

Walking home through the same dark every night

Feels like it's lasting forever

But I swear I'm getting better