silence Lyrics

The news dropped

And I'm blocked from the inside

Sitting in pitch black

Just waiting for myself to cry

Why does it feel too easy

Putting on a smile

It ain't like the movies

No sad music

Just pure silence now

It's like I split in two and they see one of me

How selfish I am to share the load

Gone too soon

An utmost tragedy

It's better if nobody knows, I'll deal the fatal blow

Don't let them see or I'll weep the whole world over

'Cause maybe then they'll let me fucking breathe

I need to see what's wrong with me

My hearts slow, but I'm breathing too fast

The world's in the wrong place

Feeling no type of way

Can't help but keep losing my trust

And I'll leave myself in the dust

Yeah, we'll put it all down to fate

Surely I'll see better days

Call myself an actor

They say it's nothing to cry about

Now I seem way more mild-mannered

The smile is lost but not yet found

It's like I skip two steps then go back three

Normal emotions aren't my thing, you see

Anything I'd do to get out

Get me out

It's a fucking ghost town, the busiest around

These thoughts that run past me

Can't help but let them keep me down

It's like I split in two and they see one of me

How selfish I am to share the load

Gone too soon

An utmost tragedy

It's better if nobody knows I'll deal the fatal blow

Don't let them see or I'll weep the whole world over

'Cause maybe then they'll let me fucking breathe

Dwell in the silence and it's crippling

Dwell in the silence and it's crippling

Dwell in the silence and it's crippling

I need to see what's wrong with me

My hearts slow, but I'm breathing too fast

The world's in the wrong place

Feeling no type of way

Can't help but keep losing my trust

And I'll leave myself in the dust

Yeah, we'll put it all down to fate

Surely I'll see better days