Mourning Sickness Lyrics

I hope you know this

For your own sake

That there's some things I never told you

I'm taking notice of the way

The way you made it look so easy

Tell me how to make sure you wont forget this time

I'm spending weekends and holidays inside

Trying to remember the final lines

Of the very last thing you said to me

So tell me honestly

Did you get everything you wanted

Or was it just a waste?

The city never sleeps

I'm shaking at the thought of waking up tomorrow

Just to fill your place

I saw it coming

From a mile away

But I never thought it'd get here quite this fast

And you can take your time and get back to me

At your earliest convenience

But we both know it doesn't work that way

I'll be by myself for the holidays

Maybe this time I wont forget

That very last thing you said to me

So tell me honestly

Did you get everything you wanted

Or was it just a waste?

The city never sleeps

I'm shaking at the thought of waking up tomorrow

Just to fill your place

Sometimes I swear that I can hear you but I can't

What am I to make of all these blood stains on my hands?

And all those letters that I wrote you will never get

I'm trying to find a reason to come back home

So tell me honestly

Did you get everything you wanted

Or was it just a waste?

The city never sleeps

I'm shaking at the thought of waking up tomorrow

Just to fill your place