Foreign Xmas (Remastered) Lyrics

I remember days I used to wake up, go to the Christmas tree

Always shook the presents, trynna figure out what they could be

Open up, there's happiness, I'm glad that was there for me

Now my smile is faker and I hide it when it's genuine

Now there's family drama, I need a comma

Trynna give those good old vibes to my brother

Trynna give advice but no one follow

Time passing faster each year, damn, Christmas is tomorrow

Now I got time to sorrow as I'm looking at the rainy days

Hard pill to swallow, I'm still working on the same mistakes

A few years ago I was playing with my presents

This year I'm just worried my routine is all messed up

I stop my workout sessions, it's vacation, I deserve it

But a little voice inside me calls me waste if I ain't working

Every second on it, if I'm honest I'm still searching

For the best way to live a fucking life and feeling perfect

Christmas time, what is it all about? (All about)

Step inside, everything is foreign now (Foreign now)

Can't the vibe last more this time around (This time around)

Can't decipher why it's falling down (Falling down)

Memories in Boston, memories in Lisbon too

Thinking of some moments while I talk 'bout what I didn't do

What I haven't done yet, I'm upset I'm living too fast

I wish I had some extra years as a little dude

I'll prolly wish I'd still be this age in a year or two

I'll prolly wish I was still 18 when I'm 52

Good thing 'bout having kids will be the Christmas mood

I'll be sure to call up Santa for a pic or two

Now I

Soul search 'till I'm fucking wrecked

Then I go ghost like the Christmas past

When it's too much of a fucking mess in my head

I just hope I'm happy where I am ahead

This a foreign Christmas, I'm in favor of the past

Old enough to know my wish but too late to make it last

Don't belong, I'm out of place, or is it me that stayed behind? (Stayed behind)

I'm too focused on the change when I could change my state of mind

Christmas time, what is it all about? (All about)

Step inside, everything is foreign now (Foreign now)

Can't the vibe last more this time around (This time around)

Can't decipher why it's falling down (Falling down, yeah)

Christmas time, what is it all about? (All about)

Step inside, everything is foreign now (Foreign now)