Deny Lyrics

Demons peeking on my shoulder I can never send them to bed

Still remember all the things that you said

"We're going to find another way out of here"

Crying out a fountain full of bloody tears

You're the reason that I am afraid to die

I can't live my truth cuz' they turned into lies

I won't sit right here and tell you that I am surprised

Way too many thoughts coming in for me to deny

I've got about a dozen missed calls

My phone on DND in my hall

I don't want to keep you guessing if I never change

Yeah

But I will always do it for you

But I don't feel like I am brand new

Well even if I'm not the same, I know you're right here too

I'm tired of all the lies

Cuz' I swear this is no surprise

Going on and on tonight

(On and on tonight)

I walk around and hope no one knows this

Even if it's straight from the heart

Demons peeking on my shoulder I can never send them to bed

Still remember all the things that you said

"We're going to find another way out of here"

Crying out a fountain full of bloody tears

You're the reason that I am afraid to die

I can't live my truth cuz' they turned into lies

I won't sit right here and tell you that I am surprised

Way too many thoughts coming in for me to deny

I can't go to sleep

Cuz' I know your spirit's sitting next to me

Ever since you're gone it's been harder just to see

Everyone around cuz' my heart is deceased

It's harder just to be so different

I'm to understand what I'm missing

Everybody only cares when you're distant

I'm trying to heal my scars in an instant

I don't want to go and ride the wave

Everything I thought, felt like it was in vain

Gave my heart to those who never felt pain

But it was for nothing, threw it down in the drain

Yeah

I walk around and hope no one knows this

Even if it's straight from the heart

Demons peeking on my shoulder I can never send them to bed

Still remember all the things that you said

"We're going to find another way out of here"

Crying out a fountain full of bloody tears

You're the reason that I am afraid to die

I can't live my truth cuz' they turned into lies

I won't sit right here and tell you that I am surprised

Way too many thoughts coming in for me to deny