Last Farewell Lyrics

Are we live, yeah we live

If this my last farewelll

Close the curtains and let me lie somewhere where I excel

The darkness

All this time I ain't know I was a monster

I spent my life in hiding just like the locness

Now let me talk this

I'm followed by pain like my first name is Martin

I got a Crippled mind I been a lame like Carlton

Think I'm losing my soul and it's aching my heart and

Stained by this dirty life heart stained like carpet

Devil trying to shoot me down got the aim of a marksman

I knowingly knitted knives knowing they were already sharpened

We loved so hard that we colliding our hearts

But we collided, i guess that's why the love is falling apart

This the life you live when you sad as shit

Like a nascar driver I accustomed to accidents

If I could do a magic trick, disappear and come back again

But Damon wayans can't relate to this major pain

Cuz, instead of love they probably would just laugh at me

They disguising they hate as jokes, they always jabbing me

If I showed em a inch of my back they would be stabbing it

In a fairytale is the only place I could live happily

Mama used to hide the sweets at the top of the cabinet

Life lesson, if you think life sweet you will be famished then

It's damaging when demanded shit leads to circumstances where

Good vs evil which one is commanded ya

I'm half angel half evil, I could be an evangelist

See I say lame shit like that all the time but I digress

Let me get a lil sip of wine real quick hold on

Seeing everybody displaying war tactics

Which only creates more madness

Lack of guidance turned me to a black pilot

I'll land where I land cuz I'm the one who is flying

You feel fly when in you the sky

Thinking its only up but even then its a disguise

You can be going thru turbulent times, yo wings don't want to fly

Or you can fall in a river and then you'll be in denial

Yo own blood can cross you like they A.I

Put the I before the a and now you going to trial

Like Mr. Bigg, let them cannons air now you is wilding out

Like the outback's of Australia, everything here is wild

Hiding in my own skin like babies in a kangaroo pouch

My plan a failed so what the fuck am i gone do now

What am I going to do now

Plan b is a no go cuz that just stops the birth of a child

So a long time ago

I had like a song that was basically talking about fighting myself

And I had lost the battle, and somebody else had made a song

About how they had won the battle

There's no possible way you can win because if you fighting yourself

Somebody gotta die

So apart of you gotta die anyway, that's just how I look at it

If you fighting yourself, who will survive

In the end both of you cry in the end both of you die

Who will survive

In the end both of you cry

In the end both of you die