happy new year (and many more) Lyrics

Leave your house

Walk through the snow

It'll ruin my shoes, I know

I can't bring myself to care

My socks are already soaked

My soles are wearing thin

But I can't bring myself to buy another pair

Cause

When I look down I see all the places that I've been

When I look around I see all the shit that I'm in

When I look back I see your face, you're telling me

It's time to leave

So I walk home in the street

While the wind laughs at me

Without their leaves the trees look weak

Kind of like me

Cause you were the anchor, you held me down

You were the voice in my head, telling me not to drown

Under these dark thoughts and impurities

So why do I have to leave