How Could I ? Lyrics

How could I harbour such a fiend in my mind?

I was so pure and calm

Now her polluted brooding

seeps into me

Makes me question myself

Lost my effervescence

She drained my essence

Tug of war in my mind

Amplify all my flaws

"I ain't worthy" she states

Not a foreign influence

She's a part of me, hence

I can't win from her

How could I harbour such a fiend in my mind?

She brings her gales into my ocean so unconfined

I rise to the sky for help

Just to fall back into the chasmic trench

The ships on my waves are doomed

I toss and throw them away

Lightning so fierce

The mighty ocean must fear

What she incites

Leave scars on myself

Let go of all chances

Stripped of my aplomb

The clouds weep at my fate

But do nothing to help

I feel so confined

Once the storm subsides

I'll be just fine

Until she brings it again

How could I harbour such a fiend?

She brings her gales into my ocean

How could I?

I rise to the sky for help

Just to fall back into the chasmic trench

The ships on my waves are doomed

I toss and throw them away