Prisoner Lyrics

I'm a prisoner

The cell is myself

Up in my head

Yeah, I've made hell

A representation of my decaying well

Being this fucked up can't be healthy for me

Haven't got enough sleep in two weeks

Haven't had nothing to eat cuz I look in the mirror

And all that I see

Is the shell of a person I used to be

It's rinse and repeat

Yeah, I'm a miserable, hardly lyrical

High and spiritual

Not dependable

Highly expendable

Filled with chemicals

Complex, broken individual

I've been screaming yet no one hears

Been depressed for several years

Becoming obsessed with all these tears

Time to put this shit in my rear view

It's a game

Am I gonna win or lose

I guess it's finally time

Yeah, I gotta pick and choose

Am I gonna die or am I gonna prove myself

Fore' I lose myself

Better untie the noose

Time to loosen up

Tighten up these loose ends

Tying up these boots and

Heading out the deep end

Demons start to creep in

Not before I'm speeding

Back the fuck up, man

I'm starting my scheming

This shit is like

A prison I can't break out of

I try over and over to

To no avail

Mental health nowadays isn't taken very seriously

We all suffer in our own ways

For me it's internally

I'm a prisoner