amy Lyrics

Look in the mirror thinkin I'm healed

I see through my eyes don't know what to feel

I feel lotta things my mind already filled

Some nights been wishing for real

My mama would shield

Me against the demons

I cannot expose aloud with my voice

Suicide a relief it can't be a choice

But when your soul poisoned

Life is just pointless, wait wait

Me? I can't erase

That night I was drinking hard with no chase

Drank to my face, a way to escape

Wish I put it on tape, i was in my space

crying like baby

That night I got what Amy

Was feeling within her

And trust me that shit must be crazy

That type of feeling that cuts you so deep

It will leave you bleeding

But you love to bleed

Cuz seeing your blood

Gon' make you think

Shit I know I'm alive or something at least

Feeding off it, feeding the evil

Feeding the beast that made you so feeble

Feeling depressed for feeling unequal

Dealing with stress and stupid ass people

I need a break or two

I need a break or two

I need a break or two

Somewhere to hide ain't no peak a boo

I know one day I'll find my truce

In heaven with Zeus sippin on juice

I wanna cut loose, was talking to Fuze

Told him I need some time to face all my dues

He told me I gotta stay full of my faith

He know that one day a better day is coming my way

I didn't reply but you helped me in a way

I never knew a human can save

Another life from getting erased

Just by supplying some gentle attention

For strange feelings you claim

When you feeling lame for feeling that way

And you gonna be scared someone's gon blame

You for the same

Reason you blamed you for the same

Reason you blamed your brain

You aim your crane, you pray to gain

Some bravery to let it rain and go Cobain

Another stain on windowpane

Tryna look back at what you've made

Seeing the real only had stayed

So baby can I feel

Something that feels way way real than this?

Cuz I been getting tired

Of the same old choir, of the same old choir

So baby can I feel

Something that feels way way real than this?

Cuz I been getting to my head everyday

Like damn can I get a rest from feeling myself

Even though I'm feeling myself when I feel myself

This feeling like prison since I was twelve

If you ain't got no food yeah I'll spilt it in half

I look at myself if I really wanna laugh

But throughout all my past I learnt

I learnt something

I know nothing

So baby can I feel

Something that feels way way real than this?

Cuz I been getting tired

Of the same old choir, of the same old choir