Losing Interest Lyrics

I Runout of interest to easily

I'm sorry these feelings be leaving me

I'm tryna do this shit peacefully

But the pain that you feel is defeating me

And you're not the first to go fall

To all the shit I try to control

These changes I'm trying to make to myself

They are so hard to enroll

I'm sorry but baby I'm hurt

You didn't know I'm depressed

I smile at work but when I am out its not in the way the I dress

I'm sorry to bring you this pain

To be honest I might be insane

I'm switching my mood every minute

I go from sun to the rain

I got some pints the I pour in my cup cause it go ease my mind when I sip it

I talk about my problems to all of these hoes now the shit is my fault why they flip it

She asking for sex did not speak bout relations but now you is mad cause I hit it

We got together you fucked up my stress shit now I regret that I did it

Now I regret that I spoke

Now I regret that I woke

Now I go speak to ones that I fuck with but I regret when I choke

I can't open up its okay

I'm living my life by the day

ill find the one it's okay

But for now I got nothing to say

And I overthink in my brain

I start to think I'm insane

I think I'm numb to the pain

Until I get hit by the train

I hiding my tears in the rain

And that's if the slip through the chain

Emotions is something to tame

I don't let them it out because it's lame

And they hit my phone when the need me

But will not say till they see me

I am content if you leave me

But no other nigga can be me

They asking for help but wont listen

I still push them up so they glisten

They will not notice I'm tripping

They will not notice I'm missing

I find the shit wild

Won't be seen for a while

I be calling them out but they stay in denial

You think you is hot but you really is mild

I'm seeing the world through a new pair of eyes

I'm sick of these hoes always buried in lies

They standing in shit got the grouped with they flies

Digging their grave to their own damn demise

I got to stop catch a breath

I got to stop take a break

These people is stressing me out

Damn I had me enough

Man I can tell the real from the fake

They good when they put on an act

So I got to set up the stage

I clap when i go and get my my played

Encore baby go and fill me with rage