On My Own Lyrics

Shh... we don't talk about that here

That's the one problem we don't bring inside

Struggle alone

Get no support and when your family breaks it's all your fault

Lust is a problem we will not acknowledge

Your chains can choke you

Break free alone

Fight this alone

It's you vs you

You'll never know that I'm fighting too

Imprisoned inside the shame I try so hard to hide

I try to resist

But my flesh insists

Why can I not do this?

It preys upon my mind every day and every night

No hope to recover

Just pray they don't discover the truth

Am I beyond repair?

Oh

I am hypocrisy

I am deceit incarnate

How could God forgive me

If I can't even forgive myself

Wake up church and see the ravaging disease

So uncomfortable to discuss this all consuming lust

I lie here in the dark

So far apart from the man I'll never be

The visions inside

My tortured mind

Addiction behind my eyes

Imprisoned inside the shame I try so hard to hide

I try to resist

But my flesh insists

Why can I not do this?

It preys upon my mind every day and every night

No hope to recover

Just pray they don't discover the truth

Am I beyond repair?