goldilocks Lyrics

Buried in my mistakes

You'd think by now that I would know

But what if it's all hate?

Trying to just let it go

I took my time, I'm learning the way

Learning to colour the grey

But will it see the light of day?

The only thing that kept me floating

Golden light, speak to me

I can't hear myself think

The screaming in my head

Guiding light, bring me clarity

I should leave you be

Why can't I leave you be?

A hostage in my own head

I just can't leave you be, it's all I'll ever see

Goldilocks, break in and help yourself

I just can't leave it alone, it's all I've ever known

Read between every line

Make it so it's fine

Moulded, primed, shaped, designed

Eat myself alive

Or I'm just here with an axe to grind

Fighting with my mind

Hopelessly decline

You've got your foot on my throat

And you don't even fucking know

Golden light, bring me clarity

I should leave you be

Why can't I leave you be?

A hostage in my own head

I just can't leave you be, it's all I'll ever see

Goldilocks, break in and help yourself

I just can't leave it alone, it's all I've ever known

Hold on to every word you say

It kept the pain at bay

I'm falling, I'm falling for nothing

But I won't accept it's all my fucking lie

Goldilocks

And in the end, it doesn't run that deep

Just keep faking it

Just keep making it

Something more than you see

Put it to rest, put it to rest