Something To Believe In Lyrics

Your name's been coming up in my dreams, pushing me back to you

But you don't want the person I know I've become

My brain, a mess that bits and pieces of you stained

Making all of the wrong moves

Letting you pass right through

I saw that light in your eyes again

And my anxiety kicked in

'Cause it's not me

That makes you feel this good anymore

I want a break from all this thinking

So I disassociate from this basement

But I'm still singing

I'm still trying to catch my breath

I thought that you were something to believe in

I'm still trying to catch my breath

I still want you to be something to believe in

Come up and change my scenery

My sycophantic identity is clashing with society

Making me a mess inside

I miss your personality

Dominating all the scenes in

This wrong time, right place reality

I'm still trying to catch my breath

I thought that you were something to believe in

I'm still trying to catch my breath

I still want you to be something to believe in

(You make my head hurt in a good way)

(You pull me in with your gravity)

Hungover from your words

What a blurry image of who I don't wanna become

Sick of writing down and writing down and writing down the lyrics to the same old song

And this one, and that one are the

kinds of thoughts I think when I'm catching my breath

The kind of things I see when I'm laying my head

On the bathroom floor, full of good intentions so I've thought thus far

I keep finding you in all the wrong places,

Your face and the light from the car radio playing

But my hand won't sit in yours anymore

I've been told it's the art of erasing

Letting go of you

I never told my truth

You may have asked but not for me

Just for your skin and what lies underneath

I'm still trying to catch my breath

I thought that you were something to believe in