Trying To Forgive. Lyrics

Sometimes I hate you

I feel like you always make mistakes

So much could've been done by now

But you procrastinate

And it don't help

That you always give yo heart to the fake

Try to make it work

Putting in work they don't appreciate

Not to mention it's goals that we've yet to reach

Pose to learn from yo mistakes

But sometimes we seem to repeat

Yea you talented the best

I mean no one else can compete

But if you still out here struggling

How can you make ends meet

Hold on what you mean

I been trying to figure all this out

How long you been feeling this

And why you only taking now

Why you act like you so perfect

You was there when we was down

Making stupid decisions

Don't act like you just weren't around

Ooo aww

Now I see

Oh now I see

Now you wanna play the blame game

And put it all on me

Obviously you capping

But a lot of things that happen

Wasn't only on me

Now you acting like yo ass was absent

I don't know

Man hold up

Who the fuck you think you talking too

I was trying to give you some talking to

I'm really trying to give you constructive criticism

That's what I've offered you

But now you wanna come

Share the fault wit who

Look now you want some sympathy

Empathy I don't care what you saying

You chose to baby mama

That wasn't part of my plan

But at least we got our son

Yea I love my lil man

But now you can only see him

When they say you can

Stupid nigga

I know you not talking to me

Like you wasn't around

When we made them decisions

You know how we was

When it came to these women

I know how it was man I know we had plenty

But that ain't the point you focused on them

You weren't worried bout nothing else

That we was missing

Living to fast we really was tripping

All of the self love never giving

What about all the relationships you sacrificed

All that work that you put in

To still have lonely nights

We was pose to the one

To get our family out the hood

Now we scrambling

Trying to make all yo bullshit right

How long has it been

Since you seen yo Nigga Jro

And you talk to Jalil sometimes

But you wanna see him mo

Had a couple day ones

Now y'all don't speak but Yal was close

And the worse part is

That Boonie gone and that shit hurt the most

Ain done

And you got Niggaz in Tennessee you miss

What about Miles

What about Nyan

What about Chico

What about dis

What about all that shit you think about

But you eternalize

You talking to me like you got it

But Nigga you can't lie

Not to me

Well let's talk about it

Only thing bout that you never listen

What about grandma

She say she need a new air condition

If it wasn't for you lil nigga

I would've told her I would get it

Stop cutting me off

Man fuck all that

You see what I mean you always tripping

Man I ain even trying to go that route wit you

I'm trying to figure this out detective style

But ain got a clue

We could honestly just talk about it

Long we keep it true

Say we both done made mistakes

But that don't gotta mean we through

So what you saying is

Is it we can find a way to forgive

Then we can move past all this pain

To a better life we can live

We can get this money

Do it right

Get a lil baddie to be our wife

Ignore those moving outta spite

And get to the bag that sound alright

That's what I'm saying

That's what I wanna do

Cause if we ain't on the same page we both lose

So you forgive me

And I forgive you

But if we can't do it

Then we can't move

But I want too

So you got too

And I know

Fine

I'm wit it bro

I forgive you