Trauma Bond Lyrics

Trauma bond, holding on, where did it all go wrong

How could of I changed, fear flows through my veins

The chemicals hit my brain suicidal thoughts

Mixed with derealisation, they say I'm not acting the same

Dysmorphic and depressed, bitch come get some of it

I couldn't care less, break me down again

I don't want to feel the end, destroy what made me it's okay

Yeah the shrooms kicking in think I'm gonna fucking win

Imma come right out the bin, looking like I'm smoking spin

Blowing up, like the wind, can you see it in my skin

Morphing like I got a grin, no I'm not your fucking twin

I can look into your eyes, and point out all the fucking lies

Don't try controlling me, it's ok imma drink into the night

Cause I'm feeling hella right

Think I need to fucking write some lyrics

To make myself feel alright tonight (Yeah)

Trauma bond, holding on, where did it all go wrong

How could of I changed? when I've never been the same

Living life like a fucking game

Narcissistic values running in my veins

Fuck the money and ignore the fame

When I'm going to fucking die anyways

Catch me when I slip and fall off the fucking 17th floor

Prepare a hole, where you can bury me than move along

Cant destroy me when I'm dead, my brains fucking spent

I'm felling used, thrown to the side after it too

She knew what to fucking do, trauma bond

I'm trying not to fucking hold on, where didn't it all go wrong

I'm fucking holding on, where did it all go wrong

I'm lost Send me fucking help, I'm lost send a fucking doctor

Sit there spin my word than mock me