From Tired To Insomnia Lyrics

Every fucking day it's just the same shit

Right

And then

You finally get to go to bed

But I don't

I'm just staring at my fucking ceiling

Swiping on my phone

Hoping

Praying

That I can fall asleep

And if I do

Or when I do

It's not good

It's just fucking nightmares

The same shit on repeat

Every fucking time

And it's like

Oh, that's fine

You don't seem to upset or like emotional about it

I'm just fucking so numb

Tired of everyone's bullshit

Tired of biting the bullet

Tired of cutting my own wrist

Tired of wanting to end it

Tired of the pretend shit

Tired of the pretentious

I'm so sick of life

Hope I get COVID and die

I seen it happen first hand

Some things arent planned in life

Makes me want to end mine

Not too sure if I can shine

This album just like wine

First half sort of fine

The other kind of like my mother

Ashes that you can't spread

Cause the pain too deep but you know that she's dead

People in my life don't fare well

When they say hi, I say farewell

I'm so feral with the air full of dust as I see the cusp

But I let go

I don't connect

No Lego

Can you please let go