4. E. V. R. L. O. S. T. Lyrics

Dying on this cup I'm tryna put it down

I'm trying to talk my words not really coming out

Lying on my death bed hope I come around

Yeah

Hope I come around

Hop on another plane I hope I make it down

You ain't never fuck with my shit but you a fan now

Niggas trying to be cool with me but no you can't now

Niggas try and play with me it's gon' be a man down

(Why does it gotta be like this)

Not right now, not like that

Forever lost, always scared

Tried to call, you wasn't there

I tried to talk, you wasn't there

You never cared

You never cared

No one ever gave a fuck, no one was ever there

I was too aware, feel like you left me in the dark yeah

I ain't trying to talk no more I'll let it spark yeah

Drown out all my thoughts I had to cut it out

I'm carrying all this weight my time is running out

I'm dealing with all this pain I'm trying to figure out

Trying to be myself but they just bring me down

(Yeah I know you know)

(You know what's going on yeah I know you know)

(Want to talk right now)

(I just want to talk to you yeah I want to talk)

(I just want to talk)

Dying on these drugs I'm tryna tone it down

I'm trying to talk my words not really coming out

Lying on my death bed hope I come around, yeah

Hope I come around

Hop on another plane I hope I make it down

You ain't never fuck with my shit but you a fan now

Niggas trying to be cool with me but no you can't now

(Want to talk right now)

(I just want to talk to you yeah I want to talk)

(I just want to talk)