Pillow Talk ft. Anne:Gogh Lyrics

Now that's a pillow case

I done cried so many tears, I don't feel the face

Yeah

I don't feel the same

I don't feel the same

LOOK

Where was you when I needed you? I ain't see you there

They always ghost

I would pull them close, and they'd disappear

Adrenal glands, until I see strong

I don't see a weakness

The talk is miserable Mondays, but I don't see a weekend

Memories smudge, they say they live longer than people do

Back when they used to walk by and wouldn't speak to you

The trauma never subsided, hospital soup

I left, but the word was out that I died

Can't let them speak for you

I've been spat on by the people I love

Left to pick up the pieces

You don't see what you've done

Got to prove it, show me a sign

I stopped believing in love

See I never got to embrace being young

Chasing you

You used to be my drug, you helped me numb the pain

Often I tried to hold a grudge, but it don't keep me sane

Would give the shirt off your back, but it's not your skin

Cause every now and then

They throwing shade

But it's not a game, look

You never understood me

You just looked for the flaw

And when you thought that you found it

You just looked for the door

Like a deer caught in your headlights

I was stuck in the fog

Guess I'm guilty, you had your prints

But now you kissing a frog

I know most woman love me

But niggas hate me

Of course a few of them salty and tried to shade me

I thought one of them stalked me and tried to play me

Till I realized

That, that was a nigga

That couldn't face me

But forget about him, the focus is you

If you never been hurt, or know what I'm going through, I'm the proof

It's never that deep when the surface is where you live

It's easy to see yourself and recognize what it is

What

And I recognize it's not

I used to see your potential and I gave it all I got

Now that's a mismatch straight from dispatch

And so the mishaps get stacked

And when looking back

I could've did better

You ain't perfect nigga, how you figure

When I needed more

Than this back and forth

If we don't advance

Then what's it really for

Yea, we took a chance to fly

But we ain't soar

And now we on pause

Feeling so lost

You so guarded

You ain't believe me when I said I was falling

You left my heart with a stain

Imagine putting it all out

And she stop you, I think you trying to manipulate me

I thought we shared a connection

What's got into you lately

Ain't trying to argue, I'm just trying to be honest

Emotions felt so estranged, but all this

Over a pet name

Wrongfully turned off your feelings after I turned you on

You couldn't get me off the brain before the dozing off

Don't try to breeze over that fire like it's molten lava

And start a new land

With a new man

I thought we both were wrong

One of them stepped out on me, and had a seed

Hm

Who would believe she asked me to be the godfather

She claims to fell in love with me, it's hard to tell

But I suffer cause they refuse to be themselves

Then why bother

Beat is breathing, if no one else can hear me

She threw her hubs under the bus, ain't trying to wreck a family

There was a time did shit I shouldn't have did

But you know what it is

Running round, young and dumb and you slip

Barely started to feel embraced

Depression is real

Being with me is like meeting your idol

Who says women don't sexually harass too

But what do I know

I dare you to prove I'm lying

I ain't Lionel

I think about every struggle and get the shivers

For every half written message went undelivered, you name it

Ain't nothing given

Had to fight for a livin

So when you assume that I get plenty of women

That not a privilege