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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

Lately it's been getting hard to stay coordinated

I work 10 steps ahead of myself

I've been so inpatient

My mom told me don't rush it

Now I recall her statement

I gotta take the longer route on my road to Greatness


I gave up almost 3 times in the past 3 years

I had to boss up

Make some changes

And face all my fears


I don't have no opps, me vs me

I done seen some tears

God let me go through those hard times just to test my faith

I don't have no idols

A few folks I revere


How do I start to explain how my life became this way ?

Getting hard so I don't know


I've been sitting down reminiscing

I remember all the pain but I smile even with a low blow


I remember hate

All them Niggas used to talk down on my name

Looking down on where I came from


How the fuck I overcame?

Managed to remain the same

Walking around in this cold cold world


I took a trip to Nigeria

Thirteen hour flight just landed


Trying to catch a better vibe

Incase you wonder how I've been feeling


Heart Cold as Minnesota, been down hearted for a minute

First time she heard I was Nigerian

Probably thought I was a Scammer

But by the end of the night, she'll turn into a dancer


I've been screaming Fuck Love, them niggas made that shit a anthem

I done put in so much time, it hurt that I can't get it back now

I be all up in my thoughts, got questions only she can answer


So alone that I got Vlone, I got Vlone on me

Energy on Zero but I'm the life of the party

I've been cooling on a D-Lo I'm unfazed, I'm unbothered

Only time that I come around is to finish what I started.


But the Fame is what I wanna Attain

Need the chance to Hit The Stage

Let the whole world Know My Name


But I know it's a Dirty Game

You could have your Image Tainted

Forced to throw your morals out the window

What's the gain?


I'm just tryna beat those odds

In a system that's designed for me to fall

I'm tryna ball and remain who I am


But the people, they make it hard

They're gonna judge your every move

When you try to do what's right

I do I swear


Food stamps to Middle Class Living

No need for Government Assistance


Moma working hard alone

She took the Role of Both Parents


Making sure that I'm good

Promise this just the beginning


I don't have a hood story

I'm just a man on a mission


Moving in a way you don't expect like a silent assassin


Getting everything I want done

The exact way that I planned it


Put God first before the music

Only I understand it yea

Only I understand it


Man I used to feel abandoned

Lonely Child like Youngboy

It ain't the worse thing that ever happened


And I couldn't mask my pain

So I wore it on me like a canvas


That's why I'm Motivated By Pain

I use the music as an outlet


They don't even feel my pain

They just watch how I make things happen


Tryna stay safe when I'm out

Tryna step up can't stay on the couch

Get a check up can't stay in the house

Swear I'm next up when they leave me out


Been tryna keep my head high

I ain't gon lie, life can make a man cry

I'll forever slide even if the feds by

And I don't feel alive, feeling like I been died


And Glo, keep a thirty on his lap

If they want smoke then they blurry off the map


And he Steph Curry with the strap

I'll leave it to God, Ion worry about that


I ain't ever chilling with a fiend, no

Babygirl chilling with a king for sure


When I pull up to the scene, oh

Nobody want to test me though


Bad habits can't keep those

I just wanna ball hit the free throw


I'm tryna be making all the C notes

I'm just tryna see how hard the beat go


Tryna change my life , I don't chase these drugs

Need God in my life , I don't chase these plugs


And you know that

I can't go back


I got Big Bands

I can't show that


I came a Long Way

Had some Hard Days


My teacher bashed me

While in the hallway


Nobody asked me

If i was okay


Now I'm flexed up

I carry the Most Faith


I still carry benjamin's, that part


Old friends in my DM

Like when did that start?


Swear I'm moving so fast like a jaguar

When I press the whole gas in that nascar


I have a past but no one ask about me

I'm tryna rap but everybody doubt me


I took a stab but I ain't let it out me

I'm out here

Swear i'm Top 5 I say it proudly


I'll never take percs, RIP Gus

You make fate worse if you include drugs


You hit yo vapor, tie your noose up

But Little Brother I'm yo neighbor

Somebody who loves you


Gotta stay strong when you stressed

Cuz today you could take yo last breathe


Until that day imma still be the best

If you really disagree then come and say it with yo chest


I could never ever go left

I could never pull up in a dress


All my money I had to finesse

All my problems I had to address


How do I start to explain how my life became this way?

Getting hard so I don't know


I've been sitting down reminiscing

I remember all the pain but I smile even with a low blow


I remember hate

All them Niggas use to talk down on my name

Looking down on where I came from


How the fuck I overcame?

Managed to remain the same

Walking around in this cold cold world


How do I start to explain how my life became this way?

Getting hard so I don't know


I've been sitting down reminiscing

I remember all the pain but I smile even with a low blow


I remember hate

All them Niggas use to talk down on my name

Looking down on where I came from


How the fuck I overcame?

Managed to remain the same

Walking around in this cold cold world

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