Tables Lyrics

I guess tables turn

I guess bridges burn

Guess I gotta learn

That I shouldn't put you first

I Been going thru the worst

Just to see my worth

Look at all the shit I've been thru

I still don't miss you

I used to get you

But now adu

Is what I bid you

Let's stress the issue

When we broke up

You said it is you

I see it's me now

I bet you see how

Down I was too

Those second chances

Whoever asks for seconds dances

I didn't go to prom

But I still know it doesn't happen

Or should we tell ourselves

That in this moment could be magic

I wondered sometimes

But then I roll up

And imagine

That it was that first day

Just to get thru it today

I called you on your birthday

Hung up before you said hello so I won't make the mistake

Of telling you I wished you

Have A happy one like hooray

But Fuck you

All the love in the world

Will not remove this hate

Like I'm attracted to pain

Like im addicted to fixing problems I didn't create

Or should I tell myself

It's you

It's always been

It's to late

Wait...

I'm still on the phone

"Save me a piece of cake"

"Okay"

Don't come to me and tell me what you heard about

Lies and rumors only stay alive

Thru the word of mouth

I can't even find a way

To tell you who I'm worried bout

Over time

I don't even have the time to work it out

Business models

Women who suit me

Take it to personal

Putting on a show

To show I don't care if the curtain close

Starting with my image

Just to finish with a couple notes

Always taking time for reviews

Editorials

Cleaning all my messes

Janitorial

Hoping that my exes get the message

Suicidal poems

Killing all the feelings

That I had for em

No emo

Sending IMs

Without telling them

My imo

In my opinion

It's allot of talking going on

A lot of songs that I have wrote

That I don't know

If I should show

It bothers me

That I'm still gone

Cause I have grown

And I'm alone

But I've been wrong

Few times before

Cause I just hope

That I get on

I tell them this

Like jah come on

You dream to big

Yall still asleep

Been the one

Since I was three

Knew this before I knew me

I believed

Before I seen

I shut my eyes

And took a leap

I got so high

I couldn't dream

All I could do was paint a perfect picture of my memories

Buy a new canvas

And some colors that I didn't need

Repeat a couple secrets to myself

That I Will never speak

Every night I'm writing on the ceiling cause I never sleep

All for heaven's sake

Never save the ones that

l Should keep

Thinking bout the places I will be

The people I will leave

The women I will meet

The money I will get

And love I'll need...

Praying that I don't die

Tryna be above it all

Still under the most high