Alive But Ain't Livin Lyrics

I only feel alive when I'm smokin when I'm sippin

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm

In these dark times we live in

People ain't real how you feelin?

I Always stay true so appealin

Hold my head high all the way up to the ceilin

Thru the madness I've been livin in my

Chips stacked low thats the hand that ive been given

No tellin tall tales when I speak on my position

Down but not out gotta make quick decisions with straight up precision

Like a surgeon when they make an incision

Duckin all the lames that be actin suspicious

Talking real nice but they actions be vicious

I read between the lines see clear thru divisions

Couldn't give a fuck bout yo race or the creed of your religion

We all the same let's get together get to winnin

Motivativation towards the mission

Since the beginning

Try to swim even when I'm sinkin

Stay bossed up like a kingpin

Chargin thru like a bull Scott pippen

Blow the kush always lifted

I stay wishin, upon the stars

When my brain gone outer space,way out up to mars

Time runnin out, but I ain't got me that Audemar

Holding my breath turnin blue like an avatar

Kick push the wheels cos I gotta go far and I

Pray that I get paid from the pages goin bar for bar

Live right no regrets give my all till I fall won't stop

Until I ball on the people that rejected my calls

It is what it was I accept all my flaws

Living life by the grace of God gotta beat the odds, gotta beat the odds!

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin when I'm sippin

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin

Tryna stay, real smokin up just to heal what's the deal with the nonsense?

Tryna take over my conscience

Keep an ear to the streets listen close like some conches

In the past tense I used to wild out like I ain't have sense

All about the progress so I'm lookin to the future carrying the torch I'm the prospect

Put my heart in this project

Put my trust in this process

Pay no mind to the gossip

Loose lips sink ships

Stay with the shits

Take aim with the pen then I let it rip

With a steady grip

Manifest all my thoughts

Rhymes stay frozen cold like I'm frost

Wanna win sick of takin these losses

Road less travelled on my own in the mosh pit

Ten toes down firmly planted, the only way to have it

Stay grounded but I know I gotta grab it

It's outlandish that we can leave the earth but there's folks still famished, I can't stand it

Money's the seed of a tree full of deceit I repeat they all scamming

Put my man's in the stands for some grams wanting to can him?

Well god damn I'm just stammered by the gold standard

Of a life just existing in the prisons of a system that's the cause of so much affliction

See it all on some type of apparition

Aim the paper with a laser when I'm rippin and flipping these pages

Make something that's ageless - Fuck Famous !

In my soul I know its gon go how its supposed to go

Keep it rolling Cos I know I can't afford to fold

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin

I'm alive but I ain't livin

All the haze got me trippin

Sittin down thinkin back on my position

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin

I only feel alive

I only feel alive

I only feel alive

I only feel alive

I only feel alive

I only feel alive

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin

I only feel alive

See things different, but shit sometimes

I only feel alive when I'm smokin, when I'm sippin