Disdain Lyrics

Deep inside my blood has been boiling for quite some time

And you don't know it when you look in my eyes

I hide it, yeah

I mask it too well so I could make it, make it to another day

They say,

"Listen to your mother, she knows best"

Yeah, I guess

But does she know this

What would she say if she saw me kicking you out the door

Only to let you back in

Would she call me crazy? I've always been insane

Would she applaud me? I never had an audience that gave a damn

Still, I sing quarrels of my heart until someone catches a lyric

Hopefully someone will see the broken pieces lying here

See, there's a difference between a girl and a woman

The girl would hold onto you because she believes

The woman lets go, forgetting, all while seething

But I'm in the in-between, at a tug-of-war

Oh, God, only He knows how much more I can take

Though I should warn Him I'm soon to break

Deep inside my blood has been boiling for quite some time

And you don't know it when you look in my eyes

I hide it, yeah

I mask it too well so I could make it, make it to another day

This is the last time I let someone tell me what they think I should know

You don't know a damn thing about the shoes I walk

So you can keep on praying

Trust me, I've tried that before

Let's keep it heart to heart

Mark for mark

Nails to the eyes

I'm scratching for the surface

Acting like I owe it up to you

I don't need to

See, the difference between a girl and a woman

The girl would hold onto you because she believes

The woman lets go, forgetting, all while seething

But I'm in the in-between, at a tug-of-war

Oh, God, only He knows how much more I can take

Though I should warn Him I'm soon to break

Deep inside my blood has been boiling for quite some time

And you don't know it when you look in my eyes

I hide it, yeah

I mask it too well so I could make it, make it to another day