Anxiety Lyrics

My ears are ringing

I can't sleep yet

I've been dreaming

About a season

Or a reason to leave

I'm a puppet with no strings

Gimme time to see

I'll be overthinking everything

Better prepare for reckoning

Part the sea so I can see the true path

Tunnel vision with it

I can't see the ships

I'd rather suffer and walk

Do it myself, no time to talk

A part two to my suicidal thoughts

Feel like this draft is iminent for the trash bin

Always wanna say what's on my mind

But no way to find the words that rhyme

I never have the time to rest

I do my best to relieve it from my chest

But I never know how to put it in a sentence

Never goes away so how do I elaborate existence

Tell it like it is and let everyone try to comprehend it

That's all I gotta do to let it spread like the flu

And then end it

I need friends but I can't invisibly seek them

Pretend I got a lot but I barely meet them

Feed them attention and lead 'em through the trenches

A war of mind over matter

Blood splatters when my fire scatters

And I batter enemies with the badder venom

Please give me a light

I need to chill out before the horn of victory shouts

This tragedy of the battle being won

Means I've killed all the things I have been turned away from

Play the song of storms

Cause today we mourn

I don't know if I was born with this

But I pour with this torrent

Strike true with the bolt of Zeus

And I bolt like the Bolt

And kill what the voice is sayin'

I'm super with my dual faces

I got a God complex

Alongside an inner civil unrest

Angel to my right and a devil to my left

I switch on a flick of my wrist

From first to last

Alpha and Omega within my sinner grasp

I need a grand exodus

Granted before my nemesis

Anxiety, my inverse reflection