puddles Lyrics

No I can't lie, been a hot minute I been feelin blue

2019, been a hot minute, now I think I'm cool

Learned so much ever since I dropped out of school

People want you to fit in, they don't want you to be you

Fumbled bad bitches, that's my origin story

Soon I'll be making fat millions, like em more than the shorties

Been lil sad, but so be it cause I'm on the paper chase

Shit you better tip your server, Ethan B he got the base

Crazy how I let my heart get fucked up by lil things

Let the wrong people in they fuck up all kind of things

Hold your fort there soldier, defend your boundary

Don't lose identity, you the greatest bound to be

And in this world you could lose it with the greatest of ease

Eighty dollars for a tank, people sell out like seats

Friends beefing over money, I thought everybody eats

All I needed was some friends when my bank was on E

I remember back when all I needed was 20

I been fuckin up lately, out here begging for 20s

Spending money like I got Monopoly money

When I get money Ima give til I ain't got any money

Cause I ain't doing no fuckin rat race runnin

I'm just looking for freedom from this fast-paced dungeon

I'm just looking for a way, and I pray, and I pray

If I don't fly above it, Ima find it someday

If it wasn't for my people, shit, I wouldn't be here

When I was at my lowest know that B Roch was here

Know it's been three years, had to brave through tears

Nothing went and changed til I accepted the mirror

Nothing ever change unless you do it yourself

One thing about me: Ima get it myself

I'll forever keep preaching, was born in the Bible Belt

And I'm handing out the beats like I got the title belt

Last couple months I been about as high as Mars

Eyes drippin like some fashion, must've missed a shooting star

Make a wish, how about three hundred milli

Wipe away the tears with the blue-tinted billies

You know that forever, I'll be riding in the Chevy

Ivory her name, and she fine like tusks on ellys

If I was thinking poorly, probably put her on Pirellis

Cause all the skirts are off in the backseat of my Impaly

One thing about me, Ima get it by myselly

But I gotta thank God, and I gotta thank my family

It's been Hell on Earth, but we getting closer to Heaven

Choir of angel voices decibels will make you deafen

Moving on, gotta feel that pain cause it won't lessen

My brethren held me down since we was in school learning lessons

But I can't help but get blue, so I just ask this one question

Why look for earthly meaning, if up is the best direction