Beloved Lyrics

I decide what I do with our pain tonight

Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight

Morphine running through my veins to my soul

My mind told my heart to implode

It won't go away

My wish for my one and only death

I'm out here deciphering between all of my truth and myth

Once upon a time floating down a river of lime

I'm dead and cold nowhere left to hide in my dark mind

Desired justice to be whole

But happiness ain't ever been a goal

Oohhh

Oohhh

I decide what I do with our pain tonight

Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight

Morphine running through my veins to my soul

My mind told my heart to implode

Nothing left to me you tore my heart to shreds

Sola scriptura revealed more than you ever said

Heart attack coming

If I fail to put the demons to bed

The leaning tower of pills to be misled

The ghost of the past and her white knife

Can easily create an enigmatic self-determinist-styled life

Have the courage, pick up the sword, and lay it down the line

Fact or fiction you get the choice to define

I decide what I do with our pain tonight

Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight

Morphine running through my veins to my soul

My mind told my heart to implode

I decide what I do with our pain tonight

Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight

Morphine running through my veins to my soul

My mind told my heart to implode

Beloved

Beloved

Beloved

Beloved

Beloved

Beloved

My canoe hit another rock

Caliban the result of man's aftershock

Be afraid I dropped my oar

And Ariel luh-vvduh a storm

I yielded to the current events

To blame my great-great-grandparents

I felt a tug on my leg

A ghost pulling me under and she said

"It'll be okay..." she said "go under the surface" and

Send chills down their spine

Through your forgotten purpose

Thank you, God, for sacrificing me to endure this

I decide what I do with our pain tonight

Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight

Morphine running through my veins to my soul

My mind told my heart to implode

I decide what I do with our pain tonight

Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight

Morphine running through my veins to my soul

My mind told my heart to implode