LATELY (HOW IT GOES) Lyrics

Lately I don't feel like me, somebody else inside

Snapping at the ones that try to help - got a selfish mind

Everyday is hell and I, just can't get my perception right

Blinded by the pain that just replays while demons testify

Tryna knock me off my path - so much temptation

Anxious, can't explain it - I just need a lil saving

Bills pile up, make a penny and they take it

Stuck inside this purgatory, no choice getting faded

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That's just how it goes

That's just how it goes

That's just how it goes

That's just how it

Lately I don't feel like me, as if I ever did

Putting on a mask, way before the pandemic hit

He just wanted to feel loved, but he never is

Acting like I'm winning, seeing ties that I'm severing

Truth is, I miss those people. Yeah they did me wrong

But so does fucking life, and yet it sticks around to give me probs

Used to read The Lightning Thief and think I was a demigod

Until I faced the mirror, evident that I was clearly not

Fuck

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That's just how it goes

That's just how it goes

That's just how it goes

That's just how it

Lose my fucking mind, lose my fucking heart

Lose my fucking soul, lose my fucking rights

Lose my fucking whole, motherfucking life

Lose, I just lose

Po' me up two

Po' me up three

Po' me up four

I don't even know

Where I'm supposed to go, uh