runnerz Lyrics

I'm all alone

I don't want to go back home

But still I know

I've got nowhere left to go

It's all the same

Tired of these stupid games

Can't hide the pain

I can't even run away

I'm way too tired of myself, I can't control my fucking health

I'm gaining weight like everyday but still I wanna change myself

And still I, wanna throw my towel in and ring the bell

Because I'm, way too fucking disappointed in myself

The years are moving quick but everyday was getting slow

Addictions that I'm battling, feels like they'll never go

But it's just way too hard to do when you are on your own

My friends won't stick around they're never answering the phone

So that is why, I'm taking breaks all of the time

I shouldn't do that, but why? It's just a night

It's not, it is, I'm speaking a lie

I'm gonna leave a couple months then find some garbage to write

Just like this track, called runnerz, I'm losing all my numbers

I say that I don't care, but still discouragement's a bummer

My mind ain't getting smarter everyday I'm getting dumber

I'll never be a hero all I am is just a runner

I'm all alone

I don't want to go back home

But still I know

I've got nowhere left to go

It's all the same

Tired of these stupid games

Can't hide the pain

I can't even run away

I run away, from all the people I don't like

I'm scared of everybody cuz this world just isn't right

So I run away, from all the problems in my life

It keeps on building stress and now it's burning out my light

I'm way too terrified of everyone who's walking by

The ones who always judge because they think they're such a prize

The ones projecting how they're really feeling deep inside

The ones who act so tough but when we fight they start to cry

Not only them, I also fear my family

So obscene, what it means, way too many memories

Where's the key… we're starting scenes, I lost my dreams

Wish that we could have a day without no fighting please

But we won't, because we're human, that is the curse

We wanna spread the love but all we do is spread the hurt

I'll never be a perfect son I know that I'm the worst

I wish I had a time machine so life could just reverse

I'm all alone

I don't want to go back home

But still I know

I've got nowhere left to go

It's all the same

Tired of these stupid games

Can't hide the pain

I can't even run away

I'm all alone

I don't want to go back home

But still I know

I've got nowhere left to go

It's all the same

Tired of these stupid games

Can't hide the pain

I can't even run away

I'm all alone

I don't want to go back home

But still I know

I've got nowhere left to go

It's all the same

Tired of these stupid games

Can't hide the pain

I can't even run away