Dec 15th 2018 Lyrics

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Barely passed Grade 8, barely passed Grade 9

Failed the first three and barely passed Term 4

Fourteen years old and so immature

Now in Grade 10 so I do it no more

The words I said for the dirt I left

Those years are dead and I'm now fifteen, so I observe my step

The Dark Knight Rise so I kill my Bane

You're not the same if you don't feel the same

Monochromatic in a two-digit Grade

So I was still growing old but not growing up

Picture me then, do you see a chosen one?

It was quite the tenet without a Nolan touch

The Math's was lit but I was just dark, not knowing much

Omen want is not what the poet love

It's part of growing up

I'm sick of failure so 2018 is a game changer

It's early Jan and I want to erase failure

I passed Term One but then I lost zealous

Got a bit of pride and became reckless

Cheated on a Life Sciences paper, got caught but no consequence, I was so lucky

So because of my pride, I was so out of place

Misplaced faith made me think I got range

Wore weird pants and my mind made no sense

I grew so much but grew so less

Helpful and helpless, smart and stupid, useful and useless

The duality of a lost boy without a core day, it's proven

Soul

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

I get to Term Three, get my report and learn that I failed Term Two

Break down and scared that my mom might find out on what I chose to do

Wasted, defeated, haunted by the cleavage

Try to identify and rectify while the angel is fighting demons

So I change my ways in hope she doesn't

It was a pretty bad move but I'm still a nugget

Nonhlanhla came along and helped me exist

I needed something to focus on in this case someone

She was a gift that I never thought I'd need

Although we broke up I've never lost weight on what she means

And what she meant back then

I still wish she was still here

I don't play certain songs because she comes back clear

I was so found but I was still lost

Knew the answers but never solved the problems that I came across

Heavy on KOD but the demons never died

So I chose to live and co-exist and not want to kill

But the novel we did that year helped me hit the mark

Loved Juliet so much that i became Romeo

Began to ascend and chose to be obsessed with the spirit

After I heard Liam and what he did with his lyrics

Went to Blue Roof just to unwind

But he played us and that pain will subside

What he did that year I chose to forgive

But the trust I had I chose to omit

So I chose to learn philosophy

And approach myself more consciously

Soul

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Keep his name alive

Allow her to thrive

We all need an assist

Cause we all want to live

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God

Two time for the growth I've seen

Two time for the holes I've sealed

Two time for the ones who got lost

Two time for the love from God