Perfect Lyrics

To be honest I'm fucked up

Know they wanted me perfect

I'm getting fucked up on purpose

Feel like I fucked up my purpose

Fuck it, I probably deserve it

I still put in work cause I know that it's worth it

I make a fake nigga nervous

I put my truth in these verses

Me against me is my versus

My family been trying to beat addiction for years

Growing up, mama made me fear it

Telling me the stories bout her father

You done birthed another alcoholic

We the ones 'posed to be breaking the curse

She like baby please don't end up in a hearse

I had to stop her like look ma I promise

Deep down inside knew I couldn't be honest

Man stop playing, roll something up

You know I'm not giving it up

If I was gone do that

I would've been done it already

I'm down on my luck

Nigga, I'm down on my knees

Praying to God with a blunt in my hand

And some drink in my cup

I just confronted these niggas

Outside my apartment

I'm solo and don't give a fuck

Nigga

I was really stuck like quicksand

I was digging drugs out the trash can

I was mixing

Shhh

With the Ativan

I was losing balance like I can't stand

Thought I was playing til I switched up on the game plan

Ain't nobody there but me

That's my main man

And these niggas hating on me

Be my main fans

I feel like I'm paralyzed

I ain't never ran

And they used to pay the stuman with a damn gram

We was all down bad now they down 10

Nigga called and said they caught up in the damn jam

Now they only get to see me on the damn gram

But I don't wanna see my people in a cell

How the fuck my uncle got a million dollar bail

I just told him that we gone be good

I can tell

And he know the teacher

So he never gonna fail

We ain't never gonna fail

Nigga trust

I got some shit on my chest I've been waiting to get off

I was trynna be a man by sticking to hands

But next time I'm letting that shit off

Wifey be telling me chill

How could I relax when I really seen what I seen

Niggas be saying they feel me

But don't really feel me

Cause how could they know what I mean

You don't know what I mean

Nigga please

I was fucked up since the age of thirteen

I told the team it ain't nothing extreme

I told my therapist fuck getting clean

How many hospital beds have I seen

I had a seizure right after they jumped me in mid quarantine

They didn't believe

that's why I say fuck the clinic

Especially the one in PG

And the one in DC

Niggas done put me through hell

I really needed some help

And they told me get well

Some things you never forget

Used to give more than I get

Now I'm making the switch

They know that I never snitched

Yeah I done took a few L's

But ain't never no bitch

I handle all of my business

I'm facing my consequences

I'm way too authentic

You heard what I said and I meant it

I could've got vengeance on niggas

Instead I got richer

I'm getting bigger and bigger

Might have to burn a few bridges

I should've moved quicker

You give 'em time then they always reveal it

Fuck getting stabbed in the back

They got triggers

Can't ever lack

It's real and artifical

And I know the difference

Honestly I'm fucked up

Know they wanted me perfect

I'm getting fucked up on purpose

Feel like I fucked up my purpose

Fuck it I probably deserve it

I still put in work cause I know that it's worth it

I make a fake nigga nervous

I put my truth in these verses

Me against me is my versus