2018 Lyrics

I just left my last lover

I'm not ready for another

So why am I tempted by your voice?

I like hearing your Icelandic accent

Through your mic a bit distorted

On the rare occasion that you talk

I'm fascinated by your name

I wanna learn how to pronounce it

Let me sing a song i wrote for you

To fill the void I bought a cheap hooker

Fully intending to fuck her

Ended up just crying in her lap

Went back home, fell asleep in my empty room

Woke up and reached for my little spoon

But quickly realized those times have passed

And I was quickly drawn to you

We've talked for years in the discord server

Online community that I own

I think I want something a little more

But I'm afraid to abuse

The power imbalance between us

I'm slightly older and a discord mod

I don't want you to feel pressured

Into anything you do not want

Well I don't care what the others say

What difference can two years make

I don't know what I want

All I know is that I want you

I don't want you at all

I don't want you at all

I don't know what I want

All I know is that I want you

Or just anyone at all

Just anyone at all

Why do I feel so conflicted

Why do I drunkenly scream your name

When we haven't even met

This might just be me overthinking

'Cause you know we've barely talked at all but

I kinda want you to be mine

To sleep with you at my side

Let my hand travel up your thigh

I apologize for my sinful mind

Wake up and I text "good morning"

See your tits and I get real horny

When the job is done I don't feel anything

Ignore your texts 'til the afternoon

Stretch and reach for my little spoon

And quickly I remember that's the past

And that was when I realized

You're nice but you are not the next in line

And I know now what I want

What I know is that I want her

I don't want you at all

No I don't want you at all

That's right I know now what I want

Yes I know now that I want her

Not just anyone at all

Anyone at all

That's right I know now what I want

Yes I know now that I want her

I don't want you at all

No I don't want you at all

Yes, I know now what I want

Yes I know, I have to have her

Not just anyone at all

Not just anyone at all

Yes I know, it's for the best

Yes, it was my choice to leave her

But I wish I didn't have to

Really wish I didn't have to

I know now what I want

Yes I know, I have to have her

I still miss my last lover

Never ready for another

She moved on, oh, very fast

For once, I guess I'll finish last