MERAKI Lyrics

I be lying if I said I don't miss the old me

I used to have a lot of friends now I'm by my lonely

Everyone that come around I be begging don't leave

Everyone that come around I be begging don't leave

I be lying if I said I don't miss the old me

I used to have a lot of friends now I'm by my lonely

Everyone that come around I be begging don't leave

Everyone that come around I be begging don't leave

But they still up and leave I'm still all alone

I thought I had a couple friends but no one calls my phone

That last message that you sent got my heart all gone

Sometimes I just wanna vent so now I'm writing this song

Aye

You was my oxygen now I can barely breathe

Don't want my heart to break again but I wear that bitch on my sleeve

You can play with my heart, ion got the courage to leave

I should've known from the start, you ain't really love me for me

Aye

Man that's crazy thought that you was my boo

You turned yo back on me you played me, I just act like it's cool

I gave you everything you wanted, you played me like a fool

But now I'm out making money you couldn't do what I do

Feeling like if I was gone no one would even care

I'm going through this all alone

Why is nobody there?

Even though my heart is strong this shit feel so unfair

Just want this pain to be gone so I'm saying my prayers

My heart hurt and nobody even notice it

But when I rot in the dirt, they gone wish that they had noticed it

And now I'm speaking on some other shit

I used to wanna play ball I used to be up on my Kobe shit

Never thought that I would take a hit

My heart hurt my mind is crazy

I'm just thinking you gone pay for this

And yea I know that I'm not made for this

You broke my heart you left me scarred

So Mon3y D gone have to handle this

Aye

Mon3y D gone have to handle this

But he didn't do it so I had to spin the block again

I be getting to it one day ima have me a benz

Barely in my feelings I done found me some confidence

I still hate being alone

Got a down bitch so now I'm barely on my own

Wrote this two years ago now I'm fucking grown

Learned from my mistakes now I'm sitting on the throne