2019 (The Story) Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Hit that shit
Good Morning
May 2019, I was just a young naive teen (prr, haha)
Awkward, skinny, had no game, shit, watchu expect I was 15 (Uh-huh)
I was chasing you for like two years (Uh)
You finally gave me a chance (Uh)
I started thinking 'bout our prom dance (Uh-huh)
Shit
Lemme rewind a while back (Hold up)
7th grade I was trynna make our clothes match
Man I swear
Id get butterflies everytime you flip your hair
You hit me with your shoulder, sparks flew up in the air (I swear bruh)
Wish I could relive it all my problems dissapeared
You looked back for a move back but I was just standing there
Shit
I wish I had the game back then like I do now (Do now)
I wish I was half as cool then as I am cool now (Cool now)
I wish I drove a car back then like I do now
I wish you woulda hoped in then like these hoes do now (They do)
I know you was different but shit we're through now (We're through)
Shit its kinda crazy how we both grew up (Grew up)
I always thought we'd do it together
I had to screw it up
I loved the way your perfume lit up the room
From when we bumped shoulders I was still kinda in awe
Snap out of it dog
Math class (What)
I was tellin all my homies bout the past tense (Oh, yeah)
They knew about my love for her and her abscense
So when I told em they thought I was lyin'
Since lowkey I wasn't even tryin', to hit on her
Sometimes I wished I gotten rid of her
Staying rent free in my head
She shoulda been, uh, on my bed
Im shootin' my shot, like I'm Curry with the threes
I got love for ya girl can't you see
I just don't know how to say it
I kept trynna d-d-delay it
Guess the bitch was also feelin' me
Whats the next move I couldn't fucking see
So I left it, didn't know which way I shoulda headed
I know you're prolly thinking "Damn dawg you had it"
Thats what my homies were yellin' at me
Damn man anxiety got the better of me
I wish I had the game back then like I do now (Do now)
I wish I was half as cool then as I am cool now (Cool now)
I wish I drove a car back then like I do now
I wish you woulda hoped in then like these hoes do now (They do)
I know you was different but shit we're through now (We're through)
Shit its kinda crazy how we both grew up (Grew up)
I always thought we'd do it together
I had to screw it up
Back to May 2019, spring sun was beamin'
Your homegirl and my homie linked up
We planned a group hang out we got it set up
I thought fo sho I was dreamin'
Trynna figure out with my dawgs whats this meanin'
They got me all gassed up
I had the condoms in my pocket all packed up
Then we hit it
Soon as we started chatting I could feel you leanin'
The thoughts got my boner to the motherfuckin' ceilin'
You was wearing yoga pants oooh they was revealin'
Only thing wrong was this other dude who I knew you was lowkey feelin'
And I could see he got way more confidence than I do
And I know if you tried he would deny you
Thats his game
But shit I was too starstruck to even think
All I wanna do was ask questions and hear you talk (Thats right)
In the back of my head I wanted you to limp when you walk (Ha-ha)
I knew some stuff about you
I wanted to see if they was true, true
Yo what the fuck is this (The fuck?)
I went to get some water when I came back you was missing (Woah)
So was he
I looked farther down the park walkway I wished I couldn't see (Ain't no fuckin' way)
I saw you two holding hands (That fuckin' bitch)
Man my heart was broken I was gut wrenched (Fuck)
Thats when I gave up man (Aint no fuckin' way)
Headed straight back home holding back tears (Fuck man)
I wanted to kill that motherfucker didn't care about no cell (Fuck that motherfucka')
Woah, woah, woah
She told me she wanted a guy that stuck true to his ambitions (wow, wow)
And only thing I was good for was seein' visions
She aint want a fuck up who couldnt handle his addictions (Man)
I wish I coulda had her
I wish I coulda been her man
I wish I coulda held her hand
We all got that one love we all miss, man (man)
Its still kinda hard to understand, (understand the feeling of love)
Where I went wrong and where I was wrong and
I know I fucked up I wanna fix my mistakes (I really do)
You know
Once in a lifetime
You get a really big crush on someone
And then, you know, it finally works out
Everything looks good, everything's working
And then you just, kinda
Fuck it up
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Wo-oh-oh-ow
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
Oh no, no no no no no
Oh no, no