Reasons Lyrics

Prod by Lucid

(VERSE 1)

I sat down with my homie cuz he was looking drained,

Hoping he'd say what's on mind and he'd explain,

The reason he was acting and talking in different ways,

The look in eyes told me he was not okay,

He said Ever since birth I was never loved,

Hard for me to believe in something above,

That believe in peace 'cause I never felt it once,

Life was never easy, it was always tough,

Her I am at 18,

I've seen things,

I shouldn't have seen,

I just wish it would be

A forgotten memory,

I never had a father to teach me how to be a man,

My mother on the drugs so she never helped when she can,

She only loved me for the money and the food stamps,

my father no better he be out fucking tramps,

My half brothers and sister,

Coming from differnet misters,

In a house that smelt like a laced Swisher,

We had food stamps but no dinner,

A sweet child can turn bitter,

Where's the love I didnt get it from my birth bitch or birth nigga,

So tell me you know how the fuck I feel,

You don't understand my life deal,

He said in a soft voice,

Life or death man its an easy choice,

I see death and I don't avoid,

No love, no family and I'm unemployed,

Life a death its an easy choice,

He said

(HOOK)

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T PULL THIS TRIGGER,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T BE MY OWN KILLER,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T SWALLOW THESE PILLS

GIVE ME REASONS WHY THE WORLD DON'T WANNA SEE ME KILLED,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T SHARPEN THESE BLADES,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDNT SHIELD MY FATE,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T TIE THIS KNOT,

I DONT HAVE ANY REASONS OF WHY NOT,

(x2)

(VERSE 2)

i sat down and had long talk with this woman,

She was crying and told that me she felt stupid,

She said I wish life was dream and it be lucid,

Cuz I wish I had chances that I can improve in,

I was young and dumb,

Lost and in love,

With a man that wasnt from above,

Now I understand I never knew what love was,

I have marks that can't be covered,

Make it worse Im trying be a good mother,

I have my daughter but this man went and had another,

He cheated on me and had a baby with the other,

Now I'm thrown to the curve cuz I was just another used lover,

I dont regret my daughter but I should've used the rubber,

Now this man stuck forever in my life,

All I wanted was to be a good wife,

Now my trust and sanity have been sacrificed,

I'll never love again cuz I can't be hurt twice,

I don't have the ability to fight,

And I'm tired of being alone at night,

And peace just seems out of my sight,

Been treated wrong after I've done so much right,

I have no answers for the main question why,

She said

I'm hurt and I feel the need to end it,

If you have love can you please lend it,

Broken and bruise and tormented,

All those smiles that I pretended,

I'm hurt and I need to end it,

She said

(HOOK)

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T PULL THIS TRIGGER,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T BE MY OWN KILLER,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T SWALLOW THESE PILLS

GIVE ME REASONS WHY THE WORLD DON'T WANNA SEE ME KILLED,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T SHARPEN THESE BLADES,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDNT SHIELD MY FATE,

GIVE ME REASONS WHY I SHOULDN'T TIE THIS KNOT,

I DONT HAVE ANY REASONS OF WHY NOT,

(x2)