Numb Lyrics

I wake up everyday knowing this shit same

Repeating written stories of my muhfuckin Pain

And I can't get away no matter how much I try

And I can't get away no matter how much I cry

I'm tired of myself sober living it ain't safe

Cause suicide thoughts start entering my brain

Like why the fuck you here why

The fuck you in the way

I start reminisce yo why the fuck should I stay

I drive people away but what the fuck did I do

You showed me all this love now you tell me it ain't true

I take it too far but all I wanted was a hug

Someone to turn to when I was feeling like this like that light it up

Saw me running from myself I was giving up

I turned to smoke and no it wasn't right But fuck Man fuck

I start to get numb when I realize what I been through

I picked up myself and no I really wasn't meant to

I could've asked for help but I just felt so alone

Instead I'll deal with it deal with it on my own

I start to get numb when I realize what I been through

I picked up myself and no I really wasn't meant to

I could've asked for help but I just felt so alone

Instead I'll deal with it deal with it on my own

It Ain't clickin I'm wishing someone would care about me

It ain't fiction I'm fixing myself like every damn week

It Ain't clickin I'm wishing someone would care about me

It ain't fiction I'm fixing myself like every damn week