rather be alone Lyrics

My head's a mess

I just wanna be static

Thought I must have misread you

Had suspicion it's a tactic

Systematic

I've been waiting for more

Meditate no distraction

All alone in the doorway, I can't stand it

I'm dramatic

It's a habit

I just wanna deserve you but I know I'm being selfish

Spilled my tongue on the table

But I'm losing myself in it

That's it

And I'm just wasting time because I'd rather be alone

But for now I don't mind

Wasting it with you

Hiding in my vice finally have time on my own

But for now I don't mind

Spending it with you

Laugh until we cry

But usually not the good kind

Don't see me for hours

After you kiss me goodnight

Stressed when we're together but can't stand to be apart

Things are bound to be better, was supposed to be the start

Thought I knew you by heart

I just wanna deserve you but I know I'm being selfish

Spilled my tongue on the table

But I'm losing myself in it

That's it

And I'm just wasting time because I'd rather be alone

But for now I don't mind

Wasting it with you

Hiding in my vice finally have time on my own

But for now I don't mind

Spending it with you