Big Man ft. Mani Starz & Attxla Lyrics

Wasted youth and my innocence

If I had a say it wouldn't happen again

And I know better but you're everyone's friend

Since I know now I would walk away then

Same old story no lifeline

Always screaming "yeah I'm fine"

One more day is one long night

Useless breath on one more fight

Red flags and warning signs

Turn a blind eye see it all in hindsight

Is this the love I really want?

Got me thinking now I've seen your ugly side

Self-medicating to take the pain away

Wake up in the morning and do the same thing

I try to talk about it but don't know what to say

What difference does it make when no one listens anyway?

Sometimes I say that I want you back but I don't know if I do

Sometimes I sing about the good days we had, but there were bad days too

Tell me really would it matter

Fuckin but the situation really look backwards

Fallback

Issa capture

Roll a couple grams

For them cycle like tantrums

How you really really feel

Always got orders

But can't really pay the bills

Should've could've wanna

Always got a problem

Day and Night

Ain't really my appetite

And I know love is like the phases of the moon

And I know you would say I gave up way too soon

Sometimes I say that I want you back but I don't know if I do

Sometimes I sing about the good days we had, but there were bad days too

Falling, fading down down down I go

Falling, fading down down down, down I go

For the first time, opened my eyes

Now it's my life and it's mine all mine

And I'll hold the sunrise

I promise I'll find who I'm supposed to be

Not carrying your sins on me

I'm weightless and wild and free

Yeah, we'll see