curses, i chose 'em (Album Version) Lyrics

Curses, I got curses

Inter-generation pain

I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them

My Karmas perfect, it's certain

Blinded by the sunny rays

Oh they were sunny days

Why not confess when it's ocean

It could have went a different wave

Fluid, aye, fluid, aye, fluid, aye, aye

Why not apply what you've grown with

Could've had a little faith

Where's the Godliness you thought you believed in

The word was golden then it morphed to coal

My Corazon is forced to what my head is thinking

Steady sinking ship, I own it

All the shit I brought, I took to sail

It's reeking, ooo, It's stinkin'

Tryna hide the smell and fake a smile

Like how police be giving

Fake emancipation, you can call me Lincoln

Covert operation I was so persistent

Oscar-nominated, is it worth it

Now the role is over

Took her through a rollercoaster

And you didn't even hold her hand

You never rode it, poser

I wish I stabbed you in your chest instead of your back

I rest mi ear onto the ground, hear a devilish laugh

I look up desperate to the sky

I see nothing but black

So now I take a look inside and confront what I have

A middle child, a middle man between moms and mi dad

Tell her this, tell him that

I'm rehearsing mi act

I'm quick to change trajectory like I am with mi hats

Just following the recipe

I thought I'd never let you down

Down, down, down, down

I set us up to drown

Drown, drown, drown, drown

I thought I'd never let you down

Down, down, down, down

I set us up to drown

Drown, drown, drown, drown

Obsessing over outcome

Opposition, outrun

Control the Godly timing

I'm avoiding getting out-gunned

Tryna not be down one

Now I'm feeling down bad

Amused you with a two-step

Now I'm on my last dance

I'm only given one life

I live to see a new day

I haven't learned the lesson if I'm frozen in my doom

Pain is temporary

And change is necessary today

Growth is never-ending

And it's pending for me

Do wait

Curses, I got curses

Inter-generation pain

I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them, I fulfilled them

My Karmas perfect, it's certain

Blinded by the sunny rays

Oh they were sunny days

Why not confess when it's ocean

It could have went a different wave

Fluid, aye, fluid, aye, fluid, aye, aye

Why not apply what you've grown with

Could've had a little faith

Where's the Godliness you thought you believed in