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Left for dead at 17 you wondering why my heart get cold

Terrified of the days i didn't say anything I'm too far to let go

It ain't a flex its a struggle to be young but to think old

Heartless to feel anything cupid tried to shoot with a arrow and struck bow

Goddamn whoa

I think too much

Too late to turn back to the past that's the future and such

I've been human too many times to fuck up damn I'm a clutch

I don't wanna get close to you fuck everybody don't touch me

I've been beaten down chewed out smacked around broken heart yeah blood in my Lungs

Innocence broken by the glass in my neck to explain to cut my tongue

Lost myself too deep in the rabbit hole i just wanna die young

Pushed it all to the limits now I'm really broken left alone to get hung

You don't wanna go where i were been

Say you know what I'm going thru

Dark place cant explain to begin

Where I'm at saying that i am you

I don't wanna be you

Fuck it all yes i mean to be rude

I ain't born to be nice so don't ask for a smile get to the fuck out my face with attitude

Broken out to be stuck yes that's the way that i am I'm mean I'm a monster I'm drunk

You say that i changed became a person that's cold and heartless i'm a punk

Look back at it all and the way that we were is something i dont want at all

I've been silent too long shut the fuck up with your story before i fall

Deeper and deeper

Depression 6 feet deep with the reaper

Told the grimm with his stone cold face that ill see him in hell with anxiety steeper

Then the good memories in my life to remember the pain when I use my reliever

Fill my lungs with the ganga to get out my head when it time to dream ain't no sleeper

Suicidal to pain i don't think no one understand

That it takes more to heal to be better that's something grand

I'm way to strong for my own good but that ain't something planned

Ankles tied to my what I'm feeling sinking faster then quicksand

Your asking for what's left of my heart then give me a reason give me a reason

I'm never one to trust anyone the last one that left me committed treason

Let out the light of the pain is a way just to burn away my soul just like its ether

Speak on my pain and I let it all go

I gave you hope you gave lies you deceiver

Mirror mirror mirror on the wall demons stuck up on the other side

I need someone to save my soul feeling like i lost it suicide

Every moment that i had with you turned a bleeding heart to black

If theirs one thing i know i won't ever fucking go back

Goddamn whoa

I think too much

Too late to turn back to the past that's the future and such

I've been human too many times to fuck up damn I'm a clutch

I don't wanna get close to you fuck everybody don't touch me

I've been beaten down chewed out smacked around broken heart yeah blood in my Lungs

Innocence broken by the glass in my neck to explain to cut my tongue

Lost myself too deep in the rabbit hole i just wanna die young

Pushed it all to the limits now I'm really broken left alone to get hung