Sincerely, Triple9 ft. Bra Waonder Lyrics

Yeah

The things that you pray for

Are mainly the reason of your downfall

If nobody told you that i'm here to tell you that

Word

Man

The things i feel are the things i watch out for

Dreams so big ain't got a time i need a watch for it

Fell so deep inside lust to the point that i lost my inner piece for it

Been treating myself the last couple of months like i'm a brick wall

But I realized that when it all falls down

It won't be as beautiful as that kanye song

I'm proud of myself last night i booked my first therapy session

I hope it helps please god i wanna get over my filthy addiction

And it ain't drugs i'm 22 i passed that phase of contradiction

It's the addiction and obsession

Of being attached to different feelings and afflictions

I'm breathing near a shard of glass and there is no heat reflection

It's like reflecting on my old days i can barely reminisce them

The gem of losing hope in yourself is the core of you

Testing your own heart to brain connection

And if you prayed on my downfall

Then i can congratulate you right now

Cause right now i'm in a state where i may end right now

It only takes one pow to take my inner fighter out of the brawl

Sunk too deep for me to even crawl

They always say that music is the gateway to express yourself

Then tell me why i'm the only one doing it since i was twelve

Explain to me how can i rap infront of the mic

And then put my feelings in a shelf

And i need someone to explain to me how can

I explain my love to a person i love more than myself

Sorry if i raised my voice for a bit

But bare with me for a second and don't forget

I'm only 22

I'm a young blood in a world where sometimes you just need to act tough

Cause people expect you to understand everything by now

knowing that it's just a bluff

I never had a friend to teach me how to deal with heartbreak

I treat myself like i'm all alone since i reached my blossom eight

And now it's too late

For me to compress my emotions

Down and act like I'm mentally straight

The last breakdown i had was in February

Where I didn't know how chaotic was my brain

And it was necessary

For me to change my ways at the time

Cause i needed to climb on top of the tower not the cemetery

I know

And sometimes i view myself as someone who is legendary

But what is that in comparison to being on the top of my seminary

I was lost and confused mentally abused

Fully knowing that my potential is barely used

Cruised for hours till the gas bill had a boost

I thought that i was healing myself

But all i used to see is the devil himself

Taunting me from a distance laughing about how weak i see myself

I snapped back but it was too late for certain reasons

Beyond my reach so i left it for god

Cause i had to practice never preach

I don't expect this whole song to rhyme together

Cause for me this is not a song it's a simple letter

Tell me how is too hot in the winter when i'm wearing a light sweater

Or maybe this is only my anxiety around alot of people anywhere i enter

If you reached this far into the song

Then you understood alot of things about me that I don't mention

But it's just me taking you behind the closed doors of my inner dimension

I never adressed my compressed depression

But i just thought that it's a easier way to forget about it

Like my other problems and deceptions

But all i can promise you at this point

That imma rule everything i ever wished for

And trust me

Trust me if your in my way

You aint gonna live more

Sincerely, Triple nine