Beyond My Scars Lyrics

Look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was

All the pain i had to endure

Dealing with internal pain

This shit is leaving me with bloody stains

Im tryna find somebody i can blame

If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was

All the pain i had to endure

Dealing with internal pain

This shit is leaving me with bloody stains

Im tryna find somebody i could blame

If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was

All the pain i had to endure

Dealing with internal pain

This shit is leaving me with bloody stains

Im tryna find somebody i could blame

Tryna deal with all this pain but this shit is overwhelming me

Im tryna be a better me

But this shit wont let me be

Ive been sinking deep even though I'm puffing all this weed

Drinking all this Hennessy I'm drunk and now I'm trapped in my own boundary

Its world war three but really who is my enemy

All these wounds are self inflicted

Im the one that let myself down and now I'm stuck with wishes

Im the one that gave these niggas chances now they so ambitious

I done made mistakes now my sins are catching up to me

All my haters happy they just cant get enough

Everyday i pray to God i just wanna feel the blessings in the rain

But I'm empty i just had a blunt lit up in the rain

Like damn I'm caught up in my battered mind

Im feeling lonely all these Xannies got me feeling like

Im getting better in reality I'm on decline

All i need is loyalty and thats the bottomline

I need someone to look at me and tell me its gon be alright

Someone to share my darkest moments guide me to the light

Maybe I'm just on my own

I prolly don't deserve this shit

Maybe ill be saved tomar

Im done with this

You don't see my scars in public cus i bleed internally

Everything i do they know i do it for the team

Cant shake this bitter feeling all this love is one sided

Now I'm thinking to myself that ain't nobody looking out for me

If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was

All the pain i had to endure

Dealing with internal pain

This shit is leaving me with bloody stains

Im tryna find somebody i could blame

If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was

All the pain i had to endure

Dealing with internal pain

This shit is leaving me with bloody stains

Im tryna find somebody i could blame