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Am I?

Drowning, in my surroundings, sensory overload

Pounding, my head is pounding, the thought of process is so

Daunting, same time exciting

Water bottle full in hopes of catching lightning

Grip of expectation I can feel it tightening

Damn, I could be a bloodhound

But I'm stuck in the doghouse

If I don't get these thoughts out

Playing catching up, avoiding the pain of self-sabotage now

Camera catching angles, SNAP, hope I break em

Tryna channel something, but I'm made of breakers

Shake it off like tectonics, I switch my vocal plate up

Shaving off a few pounds now, cause I been overweight

I couldn't even explain, the amount of guilt and shame

Tell me who you turn to

Soaking in these LED's now my eyes they burn blue

Numbers in my bank account I tried to burn through

Got people approaching me saying "I could learn you"

It's getting harder and harder for me to discern truth

It's getting harder and harder for me to discern truth

It's getting harder and harder for me to discern truth

Okay, walk up in the function, they playing GUMPTION!

Man this gon take an adjustment

Please do not make it so obvious you're on my nuts man

Only thing I hate being surrounded by is YUHS-men

Only thing worse than that, is being around just men

"Where the bitches at?" bro go look into the mirror

You'll begin to realize the picture getting clearer

Depiction of yourself turning into fiction, I fear, man

No more self portraits!

Your ego's too inflated

Community's more important

Go outside and learn how to turn yourself to a whore, man

Bunch of lil boys walking round feeling like topman

No pride parade, these grown-ass men gotta learn how to bottom

Streams for my new single, I ain't never bought em

Still did 293 first day, that's a lot man

Still did like 700-some first week, man that's a lot man

Look what I get, for acting selfless

Scratching other people backs, they scratch off my checklist

I know they gon say this type of thinking reckless

But if I eat, you gonna eat too, and that's the message

Ain't no MeToo we preying on predators

We neutralize threats bruh

We staying protec-TED